Whatever it is(I know but cannot think of it now) is NOT doing the JOB as the opiates did---but of course the opiates keep her in la-la land and not very communitive---
She is now seeing a shrink plus a psychologist to assist her in INDERSTANING her PAIN???? What the hell is to understand WHY one is suffering???? Do they say well *let us have a bout of Kait's pain so that we can understand too?????? They know from nothing---words--words and words--
Well Kait told Lynn she rather be back on an opiate--to feel less pain than what she is going thru now----
Neither of the DOCS. agree even though she is termed SUICIDAL by them????
And she keeps saying * I am going to kill my self--* I will do it!!!I cannot function with this pain---!!!!
This can be a threat---so that they put her back on the opiates BUT this stupid bastard keeps asking KAIT---*well Kait when are U going to do this*
Nauturally their methods!!!
Kait has been thu alot---and maybe when U DONT have a friggen life and everything sucks--she might do it---
I know Kait---I spoke with her---and she is back to lying down with eyes covered and a miserable person----
She would luve so to have a boyfriend---yes, and everything that goes with having the kind of luve that she wants---
She did look so good when we saw her---she talked normally--I just dont understand???
I watch Doug suffer----I listen to Kait wishes to be dead---and I should be happy---????
There are many times,once again, that I wouldnt care if I DIDNT wake up!!!!
Once again the tension is building in my house---and I cant even call it HOME!!!
So Much for for the *golden years* and so much for many of my years --
Barbara
