VERY DISAPPOINTED--

barbaranoela · Post by **barbaranoela** » Sun Apr 29, 2007 2:19 pm

Well today wasnt as great as yesterday---

Got up feeling good but by 1 in the afternoon that FATIGUED feeling just overtook me---and I was off to sleep~~~

I guess it will take a few injections to keep the level UP!!!

I was so disappointed---yup---I thought I had it made PRONTO--

Thats me-----

--but it sure was a wonderful noticable feeling to FEEL ALIVE--even for the one day~~~~

Barbara

annie oakley · Post by **annie oakley** » Sun Apr 29, 2007 2:47 pm

It may indeed take more than one session as run down as you were Ms Columbo. Give it some time, I know you are a go go go person, but it will happen and you will be un stoppable. How are you feeling besides being tired? Love Oma

barbaranoela · Post by **barbaranoela** » Sun Apr 29, 2007 4:08 pm

Oma-----its hard to Xplain how I feel---without feeling stupid--

But I dont feel like Barbara used to feel---happy--a carefree person and sorta comfortable with herself---
I feel like *nowhere* and care about *nothing*--
Many things I should have *taken care of* over the years--I didnt--just stood around and clenched my fists---
My kids are so into knowing what I am saying here---but its me that has to do the *re-arranging* of things--

Strange to get to this point----and do

thanks Calamity--
luve ya-- :bigbighug:

Barbara