IMO, you are on the right track--asking questions, reading posts here and exploring your options. You may be
and I'm sorry that you are feeling so discouraged, but knowledge is power and your persistence will pay off. I struggled with the grief that came with experiencing a real loss of control over my health. It was such a jolt-- I had never been this sick before. I felt I had lost all the quality my life had previously held and was afraid that it would never come back. It was months before I felt I was climbing out of that dark place. But I eventually did and most of that was accomplished by reading, researching, and listening to what others did on their journey to get well. I'm not in remission, but I am managing reasonably well while waiting for my test results.
You are in the right place for help. I hope tomorrow is the start of the climb to your recovery.
Carol
